tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53434942024-03-07T17:55:45.138-05:00A Journey Back HomeIf Someone Wants to Know What Position He Enjoys In The Eyes of God, He Has Only To Look At What Place He Gives To God [in His Heart and Life]-(Hakim)Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger343125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-2861577385498258682019-05-29T12:56:00.000-04:002019-05-29T12:56:42.640-04:00Minta pada Allah penguasa akhirat<br />
Agar ikut jalan yang lurus<br />
Jalan orang yang diberi nikmat<br />
<br />
Bukan jalan orang yang dimurkaiNya<br />
Bukan juga jalan orang yang sesat<br />
<br />
Kerna jelas cita-cita tunggal selepas mati nanti, mahu melihat wajahNya<br />
Bersua muka denganNya<br />
<br />
Itu hanya bisa dengan jalan syurga<br />
Masuk ke dalamnya<br />
<br />
Mana mungkin bisa sampai kalau jalannya sesat, terhumban ke neraka<br />
Alangkah seksanya<br />
Sudahlah derita, dihukum tidak akan pernah bisa bertemu dengan Maha PenciptaUnknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-73972375740707069242019-05-24T22:26:00.000-04:002019-05-24T22:26:03.401-04:00Kuliah subuh alHuda 20 RamadanSifat salafus soleh yg ke 23<br />
<br />
Sentiasa berasa takut kalau2 ada melakukan kesilapan.<br />
-sentiasa bertanya amalan apa yg paling afdhal di mana Rasulullah jawab ikut keadaan orang yg bertanya,<br />
-tanya amal apa yang boleh menyelamatkan dari azab neraka.<br />
<br />
Azab neraka amatlah dahsyat<br />
Api dunia adalah api neraka yg telah dicelup dlm tujuh lautan.<br />
-api neraka sekecil saiz lubang jarum boleh membakar dunia timur ke barat.<br />
<br />
3 amalan mencegah dari api neraka:<br />
1. Tahajud/qiam<br />
Waktu ideal utk refleksi diri<br />
<br />
2. Qur'an<br />
Menyempurnakan kekurangan<br />
<br />
3. SedekahUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-87520873816461364612019-05-22T20:33:00.003-04:002019-05-24T22:26:59.348-04:00Tazkirah di surau alHuda<br />
<br />
Amalan yang menghilangkan dosa:<br />
<br />
1- Buat kewajipan:ibadah<br />
2- Puasa<br />
3- Buat kebaikan<br />
4- Selawat<br />
5- Istighfar<br />
<br />
<br />
Pu Salman<br />
<br />
Kurangkan sembang,banyakkan bimbang,lebihkan timbang<br />
<br />
Amalan kecil, impak besar:<br />
1- Doa Subhanallahi wabihamdihi, adada khalqihi, wa ridho nafisihi,wa zinata arsyihi, wa midada kalimatih<br />
2-<br />
<br />
<br />
Lelaki-Jumaat<br />
1- Mandi sunat (lepas subuh)<br />
2- Datang awal<br />
3- Jalan kaki tidak berkenderaan (fitness)<br />
4- duduk dekat imam<br />
5- khusyuk mendengar khutbah (tidak bermain dengan batu2(zaman sahabat lantainya tanah).Zaman sekarang maybe main hp atau main karpet, jari,baju etc)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-57063311011327942522019-05-22T20:33:00.001-04:002019-05-22T20:34:10.058-04:00Tazkirah Subuh masjid alHudaKalau orang kerja shift malam, sanggup kita berjaga demi gaji beberapa ringgit. mengapa kita tidak sanggup berjaga malam untuk bertahajud untuk mencari keredaan dan ganjaran daripada Allah?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-79923984948444586242019-05-10T05:14:00.000-04:002019-05-10T05:14:18.253-04:00bismillah<br />
<br />
<br />
Minggu sebelum ramadan:<br />
Rabu : jiran in his 40s had a heart attack and left this world. Last seen in Fajr prayer in the masjid. pronounced dead 800am-ish.<br />
<br />
Khamis: Another jiran, an older man had difficulty breathing and later pronounced dead at the hospital.<br />
<br />
Jumaat: A 80 year old man,also in the neighborhood, died peacefully at his home at 800am.<br />
<br />
<br />
Yesterday: A baby boy,4 month old, passed away. Suspected tersedak susu but post mortem could not confirmed it as the results came out clean, the baby was healthy.<br />
<br />
<br />
You see, death is not about age or gender or whatever. It is who is next in the line. No jumping, skipping, nor escaping. Face it, want it or not.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-91677668111450627642017-10-14T21:18:00.000-04:002017-10-14T21:18:01.759-04:00Hidup & MatiHidup ini singkat,<br />
Mati itu dekat.<br />
<br />
Apa yang kita isi di antaranya,<br />
Bakal menentukan samada kita akan cepat,<br />
atau tersekat,<br />
di perhitungan hari akhirat.<br />
<br />
Wahai diriku,<br />
Beringatlah!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-56936459369585768602014-02-27T00:55:00.001-05:002017-10-14T21:16:27.645-04:00Dare to winBismillaah<br />
<br />
<br />
We tread the rough way to get through life<br />
To come out a winner with wise thoughts<br />
Determined and strong to get to the goals<br />
Set so high that we will not fall low<br />
<br />
Better than a queen sleeping on diamonds,<br />
fluffy as clouds, fragile as glass<br />
A failure means the end<br />
Rather than an experience<br />
Teaching life lessonsUnknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-11885885053550838472014-02-19T22:07:00.001-05:002014-02-19T22:07:08.012-05:00Going onBismillaah<br />
<br />
This World is not over<br />
yet...<br />
<br />
The fight is still going on<br />
until the time ends...<br />
<br />
The sun is still shining<br />
until the night comes...<br />
<br />
Smiles are all over<br />
after tears have gone...<br />
<br />
Rainbows are blooming<br />
Winds are blowing<br />
Birds are chirping<br />
Singing the songs of life<br />
in praise of The Maker<br />
Lord of the universe<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-69078367098602851312013-09-29T21:54:00.000-04:002013-09-29T21:54:59.737-04:00judge or empathize?bismillaah<br />
<br />
Have you came across a video on youtube where a father was performing solat while patiently enduring his toddler son's 'interruptions'? What do you think happens when it was posted in facebook?<br />
<br />
It is pretty interesting how people look at the video differently. It is not in anyway saying that anyone is wrong in his/her judgement or s/he should not comment like that, etc. It is just we can learn from people reactions and take the best lesson that can be extracted from this.<br />
<br />
Comment 1: Aww, that's so cute!<br />Comment 2: Awesome father, very patient.<br />
Comment 3: Isn't it nullified his prayer?<br />
Comment 4: No, he has not done anything wrong because he did not make any 'major' moves thrice<br />
Comment 5: He should just stop praying, teach his son to behave, and then go back to pray with khusyuk. He is not RASULULLAH, so he can surely can do that, insyaallah.<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-5551064025813737022013-09-26T06:16:00.002-04:002013-09-26T06:16:40.079-04:00'Parent'-less ChildrenBismillaah<br />
<br />
In a 'parent'-less world,<br />
Where do the children fit in?<br /><br />Where<br />
Adults are busy with their own businesses<br />
Occupied with racing the rats race<br />
Drawn too deep into dreams so high<br />
<br />
Adults treat time as money<br />
and money as love<br />
<br />
Children are just part of life<br />
who were bought things to play with themselves<br />
expected to enjoy the comfort of their parents wealth<br />
required to understand life on their own<br />
without the emotional presence of the parents<br />
<br />
Children<br />
are lonely in a bustling world<br />
silent in a distance so close yet too far<br />
<br />
Children<br />
Their golden time will pass<br />
only once in a lifetime<br />
a single chance that will never to return<br />
<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-73655051498611500552013-05-14T04:21:00.001-04:002013-05-14T04:21:14.368-04:00Pengayuh basikal di tepi jalan<br />
bismillaah<br />
<br />
<br />
perlahan pakcik itu berkayuh<br />
Mengerah tenaga menggerakkan basikalnya<br />
di tepian jalan menyisih dari kereta yang lebih pantas meluru<br />
Kulit sudah terbakar mentari<br />
tubuh sudah basah bermandi peluh<br />
<br />
basikalnya itu berat<br />
berat dengan bebanan besi buruk dan sampah yang dikutip<br />
Mungkin beratnya jauh lebih dari basikal itu sendiri<br />
saiznya juga terkadang menyebabkan basikal itu tidak stabil<br />
namun pakcik itu tetap gigih mengayuh<br />
sesekali menyapu keringat di muka dengan tuala kecil lusuh yang tergantung di lehernya<br />
<br />
setiap kali terlihat pakcik itu<br />
akan terbit rasa insaf pada diri<br />
agar terus mengerti<br />
memahami<br />
dan mensyukuri<br />
<br />
alangkah Tuhan telah memudahkan rezeki untukku<br />
mempermudah jalan bagiku<br />
lalu nikmat Tuhan yang mana ingin aku dustakan?<br />
<br />
aku jadi malu pada kemalasanku<br />
pada segala macam alasanku<br />
untuk segala macam keluhanku<br />
pada terfikir betapa beratnya bebanku<br />
<br />
betullah yang dikata<br />
berat mata memandang<br />
berat lagi bahu yang memikul<br />
<br />
Tuhanku,<br />
Allaahu Rabbi,<br />
Bimbing daku,<br />
Jangan biarkan aku sendiri...<br />
Permudahkanlah bagi para hambaMu<br />
yang gigih berusaha mencari rezeki<br />
Ameen.<br />
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-51042820335915965652013-04-04T11:47:00.000-04:002013-04-04T11:47:04.467-04:00Sempurna usai lebur<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">bismillaah</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">Humpty dumpty sat on a wall,</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">Humpty dumpty had a great fall,</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">All the king's horses, and all the king's men,</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">couldn't put Humpty together again...</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">but, Allaah is surely CAN!</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">*****</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">jatuh berkecai</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">serpihan berserakan</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">hancur lebur</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">musnah</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">tiada insan yang boleh kembalikan</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">tiada insan yang boleh kembalikan kesempurnaan</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">hanya Allaah azzawajall yang bisa menyempurnakan kejadian semula</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">dari tiada kepada ada</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">dari hancur kepada semula</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">dari mati kepada bernyawa</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">hanya DIA yang satu,</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">Tuhan yang telah menyatukan burung dari empat gunung</span><br style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">Tuhan yang telah mengugah lena hambaNya selepas ratusan tahun</span></span><br style="background-color: #eadfdf; font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;" /><span style="background-color: #eadfdf; font-family: Calibri; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">Tuhan yang bakal menyempurnakan kebangkitan serata maya</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-30484091635065116882013-04-04T11:46:00.001-04:002013-04-04T11:48:23.332-04:00Daie atau mufti?<br />
bismillaah<br />
<br />
<br />
fasa fitnah ini,<br />
marilah kita jadi da'ie<br />
berhentilah berani-berani<br />
menyandang tugas para mufti<br />
<br />
memang mulia kedudukan Faqeeh<br />
dihadam sudah puluhan ribu hadeeth pesan Nabi SAW<br />
diteliti dengan berat setiap kalimat yang diberi<br />
dada sarat dengan takut pada Tuhan<br />
setiap kali mengeluarkan hukum itu dan ini<br />
<br />
tapi kebanyakan kita orang biasa<br />
yang mungkin hafal sebaris hadith atau tiada<br />
takutlah kita melebihi takut para Faqeeh dan mufti<br />
bilamana menghukum kanan dan kiri<br />
<br />
kebenaran itu tinggi<br />
angkat dan carilah juga dengan akhlak yang tinggi<br />
moga kita terus benar dan lurus<br />
berpandu pada taqwa dan iman pada Allaah<br />
rabb al-a'lamin<br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-78696157334986900092012-12-03T04:37:00.000-05:002012-12-03T04:37:03.589-05:00pengemisbismillaah<br />
<br />
<br />
bila kita mengemis dengan makhluk,<br />
terasa dihina<br />
terasa sedih<br />
terasa geram<br />
terkadang kecewa<br />
dan kadang kala marah<br />
<br />
bila kita mengemis dengan Allaah<br />
kita mengakui kita hina<br />
jiwa rasa merdeka<br />
hati rasa bahagia<br />
tenang berbunga di rongga nyawa<br />
tiada kecewa<br />
hanya harap menggunung<br />
kerna doa padaNya tidak satu pun sia-siaUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-65451545702016441082012-11-23T00:03:00.002-05:002012-11-23T00:03:56.205-05:00bismillaah<br />
<br />
<br />
Aku mohon ya Allaah<br />
agar jejak kaki terus berpijak di bumi nyata<br />
bukan terbang bak terawang di kelompok awan<br />
<br />
Terasa diri tinggi<br />
sesuci dan seputih awan<br />
seindah dan secantiknya<br />
Kelihatan yang di bumi kerdil<br />
kecil, jauh dan hina<br />
<br />
Ya Allah<br />
hindari diri ini dari merasa lebih baik<br />
lebih tahu<br />
lebih pandai<br />
lebih a'lim<br />
dari orang lain<br />
<br />
Biarlah makin tunduk makin berisi<br />
Makin tinggi ilmu<br />
seiring semakin tinggi ketaqwaan padaMu<br />
<br />
bukan menyampai biar orang puji berilmu<br />
bukan menegur agar orang pandang berakhlaq<br />
bukan menolong supaya orang gelar berbudi<br />
<br />
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-40890820011918091962012-11-16T04:58:00.004-05:002012-11-16T05:03:09.395-05:00Heroes ConferenceBismillaah<br />
<br />
alHamdulillaah, alHamdulillaah<br />
<br />
yesterday was one of the happiest day this year. After so long, I've got to attend an Islamic conference from the beginning till the end with all of my four beloved children!<br />
<br />
It was the Heroes conference at IIUM.<br />
<br />
okay, honestly I was not registered until last Thursday, wasn't even aware of any conferences or Islamic programs around the Klang valley, which were lots of them day in and day out.<br />
<br />
A friend told me about the conference, I checked the website and alHamdulillaah, happy to find out that mother's room with <strike>love</strike> live telecast would be available, and hey, the fee was cheap too, mashaAllaah!<br />
<br />
So, I registered as a group with two other friends alHamdulillaah.<br />
<br />
I was very excited that I prepared everything the night before - yup, packed all the stuffs I thought would be needed to keep my children entertained and comfortable to stay in the hall from 10am to 10 pm! I ended up with several bags - looking like getting ready for a week away!<br />
<br />
In the morning, everyone woke up a bit earlier, as abah had to leave for a talk in the morning too. So, syurgawan and ibu got ready and waited for ibu's friend to pick us up.<br />
<br />
The ride to IIUM was smooth and happy, the sky was bright and beautiful mashaAllaah. We made a few stops to buy breakfast and refill the fuel.<br />
<br />
Arrived at IIUM, everyone brought their bags and alHamdulillaah for ibu's friends for helping us carrying our stuffs - uhuhuhu..too many and heavy!. We parked a bit farther from the hall as the parking are was full. Was informed that attendees were about one thousand!<br />
<br />
AlHamdulillaah the volunteers are friendly and helpful. We finally made it to the mother's room, alHamdulillaah! Unpacked our things and got ready for the ilm session.<br />
<br />
However, the telecast was not up yet :( uhuhuhuhu. At first, we were told to join the others in the main auditorium, but no children allowed. My syurgawan refused to be left at the nursery(available for RM20/child). They wanted to stay with ibu walHamdulillaah.<br />
<br />
So, I was down initially, but quickly made du'a to Allaah to grant me patience and ease for the duration of the day. I made the same du'a last night, and I knew Allah heard me. It was just I have to be a bit patient.<br />
<br />
I enjoyed my time waiting, while entertaining my baby and curious toddlers.<br />
<br />
An hour later, the lady technician came and set up the LCD, it worked! but, no sounds.uhuhuhu.<br />
They said the audio cable was not long enough to be pulled and connected to the mother's room. We had to move to a new room later, because the main session was ongoing and they didn't want to interrupt the audio.<br />
<br />
AlHamdulillaah a'la kulli haal. AlHamdulillaah, Allaah gave me the strength avoid complaining, and stayed happy and content with everything around me. Yup, I missed all the morning sessions.<br />
<br />
Finally, after the Zuhr break, they moved us to the new mother's room. It was a musolla, so it was very comfortable. It was a clean and nice room with attached wudhu'a area and restrooms! It was a blessing indeed as I didn't have to run back and forth to the restroom everytime a child wanted to use it. Plus, only mommas with child/ren were allowed to use the facility, so no QUE and big crowd, alHamdulillaah, alHamdulillaah. I wouldn't complaint about having to take all of our belongings from the previous room to the new one, which was located at the second floor and we had to walk quite a bit. I was helped with many volunteers and friends, jazakumullaahu khayr.<br />
<br />
AlHamdulillaah, I enjoyed the conference and almost throughout the conference just stayed in the mother's room, except for the few minutes moving from the previous room to the substitute room, and oh ya, went to the restroom with Adam and had to wait in a long line(before we got into the musolla cum mother's room). I guess I was so focused on listening to the talks and taking care of my little ones that I forgot about taking a walk outside or meeting a friend etc, mashaAllaah. syurgawan visited the booths with kakak Saadiah. oh ya, lunch were bought by kakak saadiah and Amirah too.<br />
<br />
my children were busy making new friends, coloring, exploring, etc. they enjoyed the conference too. little complaints and no major fights and crankiness, mashaAllaah walHamdulillaah! All were up and running until they were really tired, only after 9pm LOL. Adam fell asleep first, followed by Hajar, then Maryam. Sarah was the one who remained awake. Sarah was so very cooperative through the entire stay eventhough she had a runny nose and cough, alHamdulillaah alHamdulillaah, she was easy and happy! A 5+ month old baby mashaAllaah.<br />
<br />
The conference ended half an hour earlier than scheduled. It was scheduled to end at 11pm, but the VVIP was not there for the final closing ceremony. Abah came to pick us up at around 11pm, he was around at IIUM too for his coaching session earlier. By that time, all 3 toddlers were fast asleep. We managed to wake Adam and Hajar, but not Maryam, LOL! Our lil Sarah almost immediately fell asleep as the car left the carpark! I guess she was very tired too, but too happy to be cranky at all mashaAllaah.<br />
<br />
We reached home just a few minutes past midnight, alHamdulillaah.<br />
<br />
That night, I cought a flu and fever, alHamdulillaah a'la kulli haal. Gave it all out for the conference, and it was time for kaffarah of my sins :)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-44578102506903263792012-10-23T22:11:00.001-04:002012-10-23T22:11:42.581-04:00HariBismillaah<br />
<br />
Hari kita<br />
Dimulai dengan doa<br />
Diisi dengan doa<br />
Diakhiri dengan doa<br />
<br />
Doa terus menerus pada Allaah<br />
Tanpa henti mengetuk,mengadu di pintu rahmatNya<br />
Moga beroleh ampunan, redha, dan syurgaNya<br />
<br />
Ya Allaah,<br />
Moga hari ini kami lebih dekat kepadaMu<br />
Lewat bicara hamba yang sentiasa mengemis ini dan itu<br />
Lewat pengaduan dari hati yang merintih<br />
Lewat sayu sendu rindu hambaMu<br />
Moga kami peroleh pimpinan dan hidayahMu<br />
Moga kami dipayungi redhaMu<br />
Dalam hari-hari kami dalam persinggahan ini<br />
dan tika tiba waktu tiada naungan selain naungan agungMu<br />
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-30353460907441350512012-10-23T22:07:00.001-04:002012-10-23T22:07:04.231-04:00IstighfarBismillaah<br />
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<br />
Astaghfirullaah al-a'zim<br />
Astaghfirullaah al-a'zim<br />
Astaghfirullaah al-a'zim<br />
<br />
Kesukaan rasulullaah SAW, amalan baginda saban waktu<br />
Minta ampunan Tuhan al-Ghaffur<br />
<br />
Banyak yang Allaah janjikan di sebalik sendu rintihan istighfaar kita<br />
Banyak dan melangkaui igauan<br />
Paling agung, ampunan Tuhan<br />
Paling dekat, nikmat di dunia<br />
Hujan, rezeki, anak, harta, kelapangan<br />
Aku terkedu, terkesima, bahagia<br />
<br />
Astaghfirullaah al-a'zim<br />
Astaghfirullaah al-a'zim<br />
Astaghfirullaah al-a'zim<br />
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Rabbanaa faghfirlanaa zunubanaa wa kaffir a'nna sayyiatina wa tawaffana ma'al abrar<br />
Allaahumma ameenUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-11818808819876015602012-10-01T04:58:00.004-04:002012-10-01T04:58:33.832-04:00Heaven's KeyBismillaah<br />
<br />
<br />
Cari kunci,<br />
depan pintu syurga,<br />
alangkah kecewanya,<br />
tidak dapat masuk,<br />
kunci sudah hilang,<br />
atas kelalaian...<br />
<br />
aduh,<br />
pusing keliling pening!<br />
<br />
kenapa kita mau jadi begitu,<br />
sedang kita lahir sudah ada anugerah,<br />
kunci syurga dalam genggaman,<br />
lalu leka kunci terlepas,<br />
entah letak di mana,<br />
hilang tidak berjumpa...<br />
<br />
sampai destinasi kita rugi sendiri,<br />
jalan sudah jauh sengsara,<br />
tapi tika sampai depan pintu syurga,<br />
kita tidak boleh buka pintunya...<br />
<br />
Apa mau jadi begitu?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-40993575762117027672012-09-28T08:10:00.000-04:002012-09-28T08:10:18.674-04:00Salam sepi tapi mesrabismillaah<br />
<br />
assalamua'laikum wa rahmatullaah<br />
<br />
teman,<br />
salam kuhulur atas kunjungan mu ke sini<br />
<br />
maaf kalau sudah lama aku gagal bertanya khabar<br />
harapanku ukhuwwah itu terus segar dengan salam sepiku di sini<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-16594716007062034382012-09-23T02:50:00.003-04:002012-09-23T02:50:41.532-04:00pergi:satu kepulanganbismillaah<br />
<br />
berkumandang nada dering<br />
ada pesanan ringkas yang masuk<br />
satu berita kepulangan<br />
pulang ke pangkuan yang Maha Pencipta<br />
pergi yang tidak kembali<br />
<br />
<i>inna lillaahi wa inna ilaihi Raji'un</i><br />
<br />
sayu di jiwa<br />
orang-orang tersayang yang masih hidup ditinggalkan<br />
mengelilingi<br />
sekujur jasad yang dulu riang menjejak alam<br />
kini diam menunggu diangkat ke laman semadi<br />
bakal didakap kelam di bawah timbunan tanah<br />
kaku...<br />
sepi...<br />
<br />
ada yang pulang bila usia sudah menjejak senja<br />
ada yang pergi bila kelopak usia baru mula mekar<br />
tiada penentu waktu<br />
Allaah jemput bertemu<br />
<br />
pergilah,<br />
sudah sampai masamu untuk pulang<br />
<br />
redhalah,<br />
buat mengambil pengajaran dan keinsafan bagi kita yang masih tinggal<br />
memanfaat hayat tersisa di bumi<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-5155604576036182332012-09-19T06:30:00.000-04:002012-09-19T06:30:02.091-04:00HKL, again..Bismillaah<br />
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alHamdulillaah</div>
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nikmat sihat selapis kulit</div>
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kita hidup bahagia tanpa derita</div>
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indah fizikal kita selapis kulit cuma</div>
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yang putih, yang gebu, yang elok, yang mulus</div>
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bila gatal bergaru</div>
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luka berparut</div>
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sakit bernanah</div>
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melecur tertanggal</div>
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selapis kulit jadi dugaan</div>
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yang meminjam dan yang memandang</div>
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selapis kulit setinggi nikmat</div>
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harus dijaga, dipelihara</div>
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harus ditutup sempurna mana yang perlu</div>
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tak perlulah bangga menjaja bilamana itu pinjaman cuma</div>
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alHamdulillaah, today I went to the HKL for a follow up. Got ready early in the morning and headed straight to HKL after dropping my children at kindy. I took my baby along to accompany me during the follow up :)<br />
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report was out and my granuloma was confirmed harmless, alHamdulillaah!<br />
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it was just the people who suffer various skin diseases and conditions whom I saw at the lobby at the Dermatologist unit that made me very thankful for my healthy skin, and may Allaah grant us all good health inside out, Ameen.<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-55245194439510065072012-07-14T01:09:00.001-04:002012-09-15T15:12:32.588-04:00Momma In The House<br />
Bismillaah<br />
<br />
A battle within<br />
A daily struggle<br />
To always be the 'momma in the house'<br />
and not becoming a 'monster in the house'<br />
ever<br />
<br />
For it just needs a split second<br />
to change from Momma to Monster<br />
with 4 little gifts from heaven in the house<br />
<br />
Just du'a it<br />
Slowly building the strength needed<br />
to become stronger than ever<br />
<br />
So true when the the Prophet pbuh said<br />
the strongest man is him who can control his anger<br />
Patience requires strength<br />
and it will surely be tested when one becomes a Momma<br />
<br />
xoxo<br />
<br />
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<br class="Apple-interchange-newline" />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-47474814076465656072012-07-12T06:17:00.002-04:002012-09-15T15:19:21.991-04:00A day in HKL<span style="background-color: white;">Had cauterization done on a pyogenic granuloma on my thumb today :(</span><br />
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Hats off!<br />
MashaAllaah very efficient and excellent service :)<br />
Jazakillaahu khayr Dr. Zira, the specialist at HKL's dermatology department who was superb.<br />
I had this negative perception about services at public hospitals: slow, inefficient, rude staffs, super long que and waiting, yada yada yada.<br />
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Alhamdulillaah, today all those negat<span style="background-color: white;">ive stereotypes were proven false for HKL.</span><br />
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Registration was done in less than 20 minutes despite hundreds of patients in the hall. Then, waiting time to be seen by a MO was less than half an hour(to my surprise! mashaAllaah). After seeing my condition, the MO wrote a letter to the dermatologist department so that I could be seen by a specialist as my case was a rare skin condition. We immediately went to the Dermatology Department, handed the letter and was told to come back at 2pm as it was already 1+pm(lunch hour). So, we went to the cafe to grab some lunch and went to the surau for Zuhr(okay, the surau was a bit far at the 4th level and couldn't be easily located. alHamdulillah we found it after abah asked around and a nice staff walked with us and showed where the surau was as he was heading towards the same direction).<br />
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Back to the Dermatology Department at 200pm. Was called to see a doctor at 220pm. The doctor examined my thumb, wrote all the necessary info for medical record. Then, I waited for about 10 minutes for Dr.Zira to confirm the diagnosis and what to do next.<br />
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In between waiting, I breastfed Sarah, who was very nice the whole day. No crying whatsoever, she was just sleeping soundly alHamdulillaah.<br />
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Dr. Zira came, confirm that it was a benign pyogenic granuloma. Common among pregnant ladies at sites that had been injured before, and yes mine was developed when I was 8 months pregnant with Sarah and I believed that the spot was pricked by a needle some years ago, and it left a tiny small red spot there.<br />
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It was due to hormonal changes in pregnant women causing tissue overgrowth. Yup, mine was a red, lobulated lump on my right thumb. A few millimeters in size. Lots of blood vessels and it bleeds easily. Lots of blood each time, yuckie and scarry!<br />
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Okay, so Dr. Zira said she was going to cauterized the lump herself and the tissue will be sent for biopsy. The cutting and cauterization was done on the same day, alHamdulillaah, as the waiting time for cautery and biopsy normally would take from weeks to months due to lots of patients in the line. As my case was on a prominent limb, thumb-right hand, the granuloma can be injured and bleed easily. Hence, Increasing the risk of infection. I was very relieved because the lump was very irritating. I had to be extremely careful not to bump it into another objects or it would bleed.<br />
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I went to the cautery room, got my thumb anesthetized(a bit painful uhuhuhu..and lots of blood). I didnt watch as the doctor cut & cauterized the lump as I closed my eyes throughout the entire procedure...seram lorr...I was shivering a bit too). When I opened my eyes, the area was cleaned and left with a small 'black hole.' Sakit jugak lorr as the bius went away.uhuhuh.<br />
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this was before HKL :(</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5343494.post-38818352587155845652012-05-16T22:00:00.000-04:002012-05-18T04:00:42.713-04:00Slept like a babyBismillaah<br />
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Alhamdulillaah, this morning I was so happy for being able to wake up feeling refreshed after so many sleepless nights. I was a bit surprised to look at my handphone to find that the time was almost 5am. Usually it was 1am or 2am or 3am. MashaAllaah, I immediately thanked Allaah for His blessing. How easy it is for us to forget to thank Him for the nikmah of 'sleep.' some of us might rarely recite the du'a before and after waking up from sleep. Some of us might easily fall into deep sleep and can sleep peacefully throughout the night and it is making us less thankful for the great blessing.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0