Bismillah
Ummi,
Terasa sunyi sekali di sini. Tinggal bersendiri dan duduk di sini.
Dalam tidak sedar, pantas masa berlalu. Rasa-rasanya hayatku sudah makin menuju akhirnya.
Sunyi semakin terasa
Makin banyak ku palit titik hitam dosa di jendela hatiku
Dalam tidak sedar ruang di dalamnya sudah makin kegelapan
Cahaya yang suatu ketika terang dan tak tehalang
Kini makin malap dan tertutup
Rasa-rasanya sudah semakin jauh aku dari cahaya Tuhanku
Malam semakin sunyi
Gelap tidak bercahaya
Tasik airmata bagaikan kontang
Diserap dengan timbunan lalai yang menggunung
Rasa-rasanya hati menangis sendiri
Ummi,
bulan mulia ini tidak jemu menemani
tapi untuk sekejap ini sahaja
tapi aku abaikan dia kala dia bertamu
kebetulan pada masa ini aku tidak punya cukup waktu
Tapi bila terkenang ruginya tidak menghabiskan masa dengannya
Rasa-rasanya ini hanya dolak-dalihku
If Someone Wants to Know What Position He Enjoys In The Eyes of God, He Has Only To Look At What Place He Gives To God [in His Heart and Life]-(Hakim)
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Siyam....
Pabila malam terasa begitu cepat berlalu
dalam qiyamku di hadapan tuhan
Fasih sang imam mengalunkan kalimah suci
makmum akur mendengar
Di manakah aku
di sunyi sepertiga malam
lena panjang di dalam dakapan kedinginan musim
bilamana perindu-perindu ampunan tuhan
mengalunkan pengharapan menumpah titisan air mata
Pabila siyam ku terasa begitu pantas berakhir
dalam kekalutan mengejar rentak kehidupan
Manusia disibukkan dunia
Aku semakin jauh ketinggalan
Di manakah aku
dalam suci bulan ramadhan ...
-tuhan, berilah kami kekuatan...ameen-
Pabila malam terasa begitu cepat berlalu
dalam qiyamku di hadapan tuhan
Fasih sang imam mengalunkan kalimah suci
makmum akur mendengar
Di manakah aku
di sunyi sepertiga malam
lena panjang di dalam dakapan kedinginan musim
bilamana perindu-perindu ampunan tuhan
mengalunkan pengharapan menumpah titisan air mata
Pabila siyam ku terasa begitu pantas berakhir
dalam kekalutan mengejar rentak kehidupan
Manusia disibukkan dunia
Aku semakin jauh ketinggalan
Di manakah aku
dalam suci bulan ramadhan ...
-tuhan, berilah kami kekuatan...ameen-
Friday, October 22, 2004
Silence
Today is Friday
Ramadhan starts on last Friday
okay ..
only two days left before the second phase of ramadhan
What have I done in these past 8 days..
People are busy
Are we busy fasting and praying?
or are we busy procrastinating?
What are you going to do tonight?
go to the cinema or walmart?
Or to a soccer tournament?
or just staying at home watching tv and sleep earlier?
What about performing teraweeh?
and reading some verses from the Quran?
Let's do some justice to our souls.....
Today is Friday
Ramadhan starts on last Friday
okay ..
only two days left before the second phase of ramadhan
What have I done in these past 8 days..
People are busy
Are we busy fasting and praying?
or are we busy procrastinating?
What are you going to do tonight?
go to the cinema or walmart?
Or to a soccer tournament?
or just staying at home watching tv and sleep earlier?
What about performing teraweeh?
and reading some verses from the Quran?
Let's do some justice to our souls.....
Sunday, October 17, 2004
::Dhunoob::
Syaikh Mukhtar Maghroui
Dhunoob : disobedience, maasiah
Dakwah is about correcting others. If someone is not ikhlaas in correcting himself/herself, the fruits of the dakwah is bitter. This is a consequence of dhunoob.
The relationship of one civilazation with one another is intertwined w/ maasiah.
Evil is rejected in the divine presence.
Adam and hawa, and the people of Nuh as a nation, Aad, Tsamud, the people of Luth, Firaun and his people, the children of Bani Israel are punished because of their dhunoob
Allah will do the same to us if we do dhunoob. Allah will unleash the same forces which were unleashed on the previous nations if maasiah prevail.
Industrial, economic power,military : men are making themselves as ends not as means.
+ Ya Muhajirun, say to them if 5 matters occur among you, and I seak refuge of Allah ta'ala if you in your time witness these. Whenever fahisya (sexual promiscuity/zina =sexual incounter outside marriage) appears to such extent that it is practiced openly, epidemic and diseases that do not exist in the previous generations, and whenever people cheat and violate the scaling, disasters : moral detoriation ,economic hardships, unleashing of the unjust might of rulers, punishment on the whole nation, and when the rulers among them did not lead by the book of ALlah, then ALlah will unleash their mutual mights against each other (between internal citizens, sisters nation), it is He Allah ta'ala who is able and has the power to deliver punishment from below you, from above you, and Allah will divide by genders between you, and then taste the might of one another.
+Al-hudaybiyah : the son Suhayl Ibn Amr, the son of musyrik who signed the treaty with RAsulullah came to the tent and embraced Islam... Suhayl got anger and slapped and beat his son. Rasulullah said, "please give him to me, we havent sign the treaty" and Suhayl said, "No!" (3 times). rasulullah s.a.w looked at the son and said, "I am sorry, I have given them my words and I have to keep my words. "The son said, "what? you are giving me back to them? They're going to turn me away from my deen?" Rasulullah said, "go and Allah will find a way for you."
+ Allah wants to keep us from this maasiah, for us, to maximize our happiness not for HIM because He Ta'ala is ever competence. There's nothing that Allah orders us except that's beneficial to us. There's nothing that Allah forbids except that which is harmful to us.
+ In us, we have nafs. If we were left with ourselves, we'll hurt ourselves. That's why Allah sent down prophets to guide us to the real happiness.
+ Ask Allah for the strength of taubah for all the mistakes that keep us distance from Allah ta'ala.
[apa yg sempat dicatatkan shj ... ]
Syaikh Mukhtar Maghroui
Dhunoob : disobedience, maasiah
Dakwah is about correcting others. If someone is not ikhlaas in correcting himself/herself, the fruits of the dakwah is bitter. This is a consequence of dhunoob.
The relationship of one civilazation with one another is intertwined w/ maasiah.
Evil is rejected in the divine presence.
Adam and hawa, and the people of Nuh as a nation, Aad, Tsamud, the people of Luth, Firaun and his people, the children of Bani Israel are punished because of their dhunoob
Allah will do the same to us if we do dhunoob. Allah will unleash the same forces which were unleashed on the previous nations if maasiah prevail.
Industrial, economic power,military : men are making themselves as ends not as means.
+ Ya Muhajirun, say to them if 5 matters occur among you, and I seak refuge of Allah ta'ala if you in your time witness these. Whenever fahisya (sexual promiscuity/zina =sexual incounter outside marriage) appears to such extent that it is practiced openly, epidemic and diseases that do not exist in the previous generations, and whenever people cheat and violate the scaling, disasters : moral detoriation ,economic hardships, unleashing of the unjust might of rulers, punishment on the whole nation, and when the rulers among them did not lead by the book of ALlah, then ALlah will unleash their mutual mights against each other (between internal citizens, sisters nation), it is He Allah ta'ala who is able and has the power to deliver punishment from below you, from above you, and Allah will divide by genders between you, and then taste the might of one another.
+Al-hudaybiyah : the son Suhayl Ibn Amr, the son of musyrik who signed the treaty with RAsulullah came to the tent and embraced Islam... Suhayl got anger and slapped and beat his son. Rasulullah said, "please give him to me, we havent sign the treaty" and Suhayl said, "No!" (3 times). rasulullah s.a.w looked at the son and said, "I am sorry, I have given them my words and I have to keep my words. "The son said, "what? you are giving me back to them? They're going to turn me away from my deen?" Rasulullah said, "go and Allah will find a way for you."
+ Allah wants to keep us from this maasiah, for us, to maximize our happiness not for HIM because He Ta'ala is ever competence. There's nothing that Allah orders us except that's beneficial to us. There's nothing that Allah forbids except that which is harmful to us.
+ In us, we have nafs. If we were left with ourselves, we'll hurt ourselves. That's why Allah sent down prophets to guide us to the real happiness.
+ Ask Allah for the strength of taubah for all the mistakes that keep us distance from Allah ta'ala.
[apa yg sempat dicatatkan shj ... ]
Friday, October 15, 2004
Monday, October 11, 2004
Belajar dan Tanpa Henti - Aa Gym
Bila hati kian suci
Tiada yang tersakiti
Peribadi menawan hati
ciri mukmin sejati
Tapi bila hati busuk
pikiran jahat merasuk
akhlak kian terburuk
dia jadi makhluk terkutuk
jagalah hati jangan kau kotori
jagalah hati lentera hidup ini
jagalah hati jangan kau nodai
jagalah hati cahaya ilahi
bila hati kian dendam,
bagai api dalam sekam
penuh bara kehancuran
hidup pun jadi mengerikan
tapi bila memaafkan
batin tenteram tak tertekan
asal lawan jadi kawan
hidup damai kita rasakan
jagalah hati jangan kau kotori
jagalah hati lentera hidup ini
jagalah hati jangan kau nodai
jagalah hati cahaya hidup ini
Pernahkan anda melihat ulat bulu sebelum ini? adakah anda terasa geli terhadap ulat tersebut?
Pernahkah anda melihat rama-rama? adakah anda suka melihatnya?
Ulat bulu dan rama-rama ini boleh diibaratkan seperti seorang insan sebelum dan sesudah Ramadhan al-mubarak. Dia memasuki bulan Ramadhan dengan keadaan seorang hamba yang kotor dan menjijikkan. Dan didalam bulan Ramadhan, dia tinggal di dalam kepompong ibadahnya dan menawan nafsunya dengan penuh kepayahan yang diiringi dengan kesungguhan.
Akhirnya, dia keluar daripada Ramadhan seperti rama-rama yang indah. Keluar terbang mengepak-ngepakkan sayapnya dan hinggap di bunga yang manis bermadu. Insan itu terbang jauh dari keadaannya yang penuh maksiat dan kejahatan kepada kemanisan ibadah dan iman di hatinya.
Bila hati kian suci
Tiada yang tersakiti
Peribadi menawan hati
ciri mukmin sejati
Tapi bila hati busuk
pikiran jahat merasuk
akhlak kian terburuk
dia jadi makhluk terkutuk
jagalah hati jangan kau kotori
jagalah hati lentera hidup ini
jagalah hati jangan kau nodai
jagalah hati cahaya ilahi
bila hati kian dendam,
bagai api dalam sekam
penuh bara kehancuran
hidup pun jadi mengerikan
tapi bila memaafkan
batin tenteram tak tertekan
asal lawan jadi kawan
hidup damai kita rasakan
jagalah hati jangan kau kotori
jagalah hati lentera hidup ini
jagalah hati jangan kau nodai
jagalah hati cahaya hidup ini
Pernahkan anda melihat ulat bulu sebelum ini? adakah anda terasa geli terhadap ulat tersebut?
Pernahkah anda melihat rama-rama? adakah anda suka melihatnya?
Ulat bulu dan rama-rama ini boleh diibaratkan seperti seorang insan sebelum dan sesudah Ramadhan al-mubarak. Dia memasuki bulan Ramadhan dengan keadaan seorang hamba yang kotor dan menjijikkan. Dan didalam bulan Ramadhan, dia tinggal di dalam kepompong ibadahnya dan menawan nafsunya dengan penuh kepayahan yang diiringi dengan kesungguhan.
Akhirnya, dia keluar daripada Ramadhan seperti rama-rama yang indah. Keluar terbang mengepak-ngepakkan sayapnya dan hinggap di bunga yang manis bermadu. Insan itu terbang jauh dari keadaannya yang penuh maksiat dan kejahatan kepada kemanisan ibadah dan iman di hatinya.
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
::Gadis Suci Baitul Maqdis, Jerusalem::
Dia
Dari keturunan mulia
Berjalan jauh ke timur kota
untuk menyisir rambutnya
kesan tinggi taqwa dan iman nya
Gadis suci baitul maqdis
meminta lindungan Rabb nyaPenuh ketegasan
tatkala malaikat datang dalam rupa menawan
Membawa perkhabaran
Gadis suci baitul maqdis
menerima wahyu
gadis terbaik satu dunia
terpilih untuk mandat yg payah
Dia
Menangis merintih dalam kesakitan
berjuang melahirkan zuriat istimewa
Lahir tanpa bapa
dari rahim Gadis suci baitul maqdis
Gadis suci baitul maqdis
pulang ke kotanya bersama bayi merah
menerima perintah utk diam tidak berkata
sehingga Isa anaknya menegak kebenaran untuk nya
terbit bahagia sesudah derita
Maryam,
Gadis suci Baitul Maqdis
dari keturunan mulia
gadis terpelihara
ibu Isa
Dia
Dari keturunan mulia
Berjalan jauh ke timur kota
untuk menyisir rambutnya
kesan tinggi taqwa dan iman nya
Gadis suci baitul maqdis
meminta lindungan Rabb nyaPenuh ketegasan
tatkala malaikat datang dalam rupa menawan
Membawa perkhabaran
Gadis suci baitul maqdis
menerima wahyu
gadis terbaik satu dunia
terpilih untuk mandat yg payah
Dia
Menangis merintih dalam kesakitan
berjuang melahirkan zuriat istimewa
Lahir tanpa bapa
dari rahim Gadis suci baitul maqdis
Gadis suci baitul maqdis
pulang ke kotanya bersama bayi merah
menerima perintah utk diam tidak berkata
sehingga Isa anaknya menegak kebenaran untuk nya
terbit bahagia sesudah derita
Maryam,
Gadis suci Baitul Maqdis
dari keturunan mulia
gadis terpelihara
ibu Isa
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