bismillah

apa yang berlaku dalam masa-masa yang berlalu sudah tentu jadi kenangan terindah dalam sejarah singkat kehidupanku.

yang dahulu sudah berlalu dan yang akan datang inshaAllah akan berlaku
liku-liku suka duka pahit manis asam garam
tidak pernah menolak takdir yang SATU

aku dan engkau
satu di sini satu di sana
satu satu
hati berbeza
jalan yang sama

bismillah

apa yang baru hari ini? yang ada hanyalah dunia tua ini yang semakin dimamah rakus manusia.
Ya, aku pun bukannya semakin muda. Bahkan semakin tua dan menghampiri pintu kematian.

Baju-bajuku pun sudah tidak baru lagi. Rumahku, kasutku, cawanku semuanya semakin lusuh. Tiada yang baru
hari ini. Mereka sudah menghampiri penghujung jangka masa di dunia tua ini.

azamku, semangatku?
azammu, semangatmu?
apa yang baru hari ini?

adakah ia yang sudah hampir malap selepas lama tidak ditiupkan dorongan?
sudah tua, uzur dan lali?

apa yang baru hari ini?

adakah ia yang seakan baru lahir
baru terbakar dengan nyala berkobar-kobar?

apa yang baru hari ini?

Bismillah

this is nothing but a delusion.

the world will soon be gone. how do we want to get out of here?
is it in Islam? full with eeman? ready to bring back a sound heart?

how often do we fall in love with the dunya?
how often do we forget the akheerah?
where are we heading to?

in reality,
which one do we desire?

bismillah

sitting here
waiting

sitting here
worrying

sitting here
reading

sitting here
surfing

sitting here
writing

sitting here
typing

sitting here
thinking

sitting here
wondering

sitting here
deciding

to sit
and to wait
until the time comes
when I have to go

bismillah

dalam pejam celikku
banyak yang berlaku
di luar kemampuan
di luar jangkauan

sihat semalam
sakit hari ini

ketawa seminit lepas
menangis saat ini

tersenyum sekarang
mencuka sebentar lagi

baru jatuh
bakal bangkit lagi

turun naik
tinggi rendah

semua telah berlaku
sedang berlaku
atau akan berlaku
di bawah kekuasaan Tuhanku
di atas kehendak Tuhan yang satu
Allah al-Jabbaar

bismillah

Beware Of Its Abrupt End

standing on an escalator
while you're standing still
it'll keep moving taking you along
it's just like this life
we're moving to the end
even without doing anything

life is all about going and moving
saying goodbyes to all that's left behind
the times that we passed by
the distances we've travelled
day by day

life'll get shorter
never get any longer
like it or not
love it or hate it
we came and we'll go
never late that's for sure

Bismillah


the days have went by unbelievably fast
zaass...zasss

i have new things to do
new places to go
new faces to remember
new articles to read
new stuffs to learn
new problems to think
new routine to get used to

but
my goal is still the same
my final destination has never changed
i hope the way doesnt get any tougher
and i will never fail

pray for me


--hajar is sleeping..I'll be missing her very-very much when I have to leave her at home. Those challenging 745am-700pm hours!