bismillah

rarely been updated, but the blog is still here
remain silent
untouched

rarely been reminded
but i am still here
remain the same
unchanged

rarely writing
not even thinking
but i am still here
wondering
day dreaming

rarely been tested
and we stay the same
neglectful
proud
heedles

to all families, friends, and loved ones
please forgive me for every mistake i've done
for every pain u might have, because of my doings
for this is just between you and me
and I want it all end up in this life, in this world
cant bear arguing with you in the hereafter
and losing even more