bismillaah

my oh my
it is too hard battling with oneself
to push harder and move forward
i am putting mountains of excuses all around me

trying hard to find my way
to gain the momentum and drive to push me all the way
the road ahead just seem so blurry and uncertain
I am not sure if my heart is there

what i wanna do and what i have to do
sometimes they just dont go together
how i wish i were strong
how i wish i were firm
to face and brave the wind

O Allaah please show me the way
Guide me to the way that pleases you the most
The way of happiness and serenity
Full of happiness straight into your garden of eternity