Bismillaah

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Doa dalam diam bercakap terus dengan Dia
Ada harap yang tinggi, malu yang melangit, takut yang menggunung
Semua didengarNya tanpa pilih kasih
Semua terjawab dengan 1001 cara yang Allaah saja yang tahu
Tapi semuanya hanya berupa kebaikan untuk kita
Tiada yang tidak
Lalu, nikmat Allaah manakah yang tidak mau kita syukuri?

Bismillaah

I have taken the step to progress in my degree, just that it begins slowly and bumpy
I have taken the steps to increase in both my worldly & Islamic knowledge, just sometimes I feel down every now and then

I am older now, a little bit wiser
as I have to be if I ever want to reach the ultimate dream of a Muslim
to be given the priceless opportunity to see His face in the hereafter
to be among the companions & Rasululllaah SAW

May my spirit continues to stay high
May my heart becomes stronger
May my eeman increases every second
May Allaah give me all the blessings and strength that I need

and I realize & surrender,
that I am truly a hopeless soul without Him

bismillaah


nasihat dari seorang imam
kata-kata dari seorang guru
pesanan dari seorang ulama'
teguran dari seorang teman

semuanya menyegarkan hati
bagaikan titisan hujan di hujung daun
lembut, segar, dan mempesona

Bismillaah

diam yang tenang
sepi dari tersalah perkataan
sejuk mata yang memandang

Bismillaah

what about my PhD? Next week will be my proposal presentation.

I wonder if we've ever done proposal presentations in front of Allaah before we 'went' into this dunya? All I know is we have testified that Allaah is the Rabb, Lord of the worlds.

However, I do know that we are going to do 'viva presentation' in front of Allaah in order to answer and 'defend' our life's theses.

Most grad students will be very nervous and prepare well for their presentations, be it a proposal presentation or a viva, but do we as humans, are well aware and prepare at our best for our final and crucial 'presentation' in front of God(where it's not us who'll do the talking but our records?)?

I wonder..., and I pray to Allaah that I have used and will use my time on this world wisely to be prepared for the 'grand presentation.'

p/s: if we pass a viva, then we'll get our PhDs, and if we pass the grand presentation. we'll get entrance to Jannah! How cool is that?

Bismillaah

I am dreaming a life in jannah, where everything is beyond our imagination and everything is in its best.

I am praying to Allaah that He grant me His mercy to be among the inhabitants of jannah, so blessed and successful.

I ask Allaah that He give me iman, ihsan, strength and strong determination to live my life as an abd fits to be an inhabitant of Jannah.

After all,it is only Allaah that matters. This world and everything on it will perish.

Bismillaah

Alhamdulillaah, what a blessing I have, been blessed with beautiful ukhuwwah from my sisters around me. We've gathered and discussed about things that inshaAllaah, will bring us closer to Allaah azzawajall.

For the love of knowledge, we have came and worked together, may Allaah accept it from us and make us steadfast on this effort. Allaahumma ameen.

I admire the sisters & the students of knowledge: their spirit, their ideas, their sacrifices, their sisterhood, their smiles, their words, their courage. BarakAllaahu fikum.

Alhamdulillaah, these things:ukhuwwah and knowledge craving that we dearly miss from our youth, are coming back to us, and Allaah alone who listen and answer His servants, Allaahu akbar.